favourite girls ~

assalamualaikum and HYE ~ mari sini dekat dekat , dengar ain cakap pasal girlfriends dia >< WAIT STOP , GIRLFRIEND ? r u lesboo ? ouh nooo for sure (: they are my GIRL FRIENDS , i mean , THE BEST GIRL FRIENDS EVER >< am love them much ! nab , hana , emim . THEY"R COOL . ok masa 29/12 , kami hang samasama dekat wetex -,- okayhh , wetex is the only choice . seronok ouhh . mula mula aku menapak kat rumah hana dulu , then baru kitorang pergi wetex . okayyyhh , one more , OUR THEME IS BAJU KURUNG >< cool tak ? cool tak ? XD siyus poyo nak mati . lets look at some of our pic (:

tengok lah pict kitorang yang tak betul nih >< poyokan (: well , that's us , no one can judge our craziness (: ok thats all . may our friendship last long (: 

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just the same , and will always be .

assalamualaikum and hye >< new face of my blog huh (: yesss , cool tak cool tak ? #okayh memang buruk . simple . tapi aku suka , suka hati aku lah , blog aku -,- well well , to my lovely readers , any idea on how to stop missing someone , and that someone seems to loves appearing in my mind , ALWAYS . for what we keep missing people who had broke our heart even they dont notice the hurts , but still they will always see the scars . haish . "YOU FALL IN LOVE , BY THE TIME U KNOW U ARE GETTING HURT , YOU START HATING THE PERSON , AND TRY TO FORGET HIM AND THE FEELING OF BEING IN LOVE . BUT IN FACT , U'R MISSING THAT PERSON , AND EVENTUALLY , YOU FALL IN LOVE AGAIN "and am really in that situation . for those who knows me well , i mean , REALLY WELL  , they will never believes that am in love with someone . nengok lah aku nih . dulu kat sekolah rendah , aku lah budak perempuan yang paling anti dengan lelaki . and now , look at me , aku , perempuan , yang , cinta kan , seorang , lelaki , (OK SEORANG JEH XD ) lalala ~ ain merepek malam malam -,-

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teddy bear (:

assalamualaikum and hye , readers . tadi aku baru balik makan ikan bakar weehoo . ayon belanja >< semalam dia bagi aku teddy bear mata besar :DD comel ouhhh ~ nih patung nya  . dari beanie boo's ty . memang lah mata besar XD teddy kat sana semua comel comel . abang aku tak beli kan wolf pulak -,- ok ngada .

comel kan ? comel kan ? XD dulu ada satu teddy , kecik gini jugak , myra wahab kasik . comel jugakkk . selalu bawak pi prep XD buat bantal untuk tidor (TAPI TAKDE AIR LIUR PUN EH :DD ) 

ok yang dekat tangan aku tuh . dah dah tak payah nengok muka buruk aku tuh . XD teddy tuh bukannya tak da mata . tapi kene tutup ngan bulu die XD nampak macam buta :D

ok dah tuh jeh (: 

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i miss you . BADLY :)

assalamualaikum and hye . malam malam nih tak tawu lah nak buat entry pasal apa -,- bengong . orang ramai yang tanya (siapa yang tahu crush aku je lah ) 'he's not a hot stuff . kenapa kau suka die ? ' takpun ' he has nothing on him . bukannya die special pon ' ok . bagi aku cakap . KAU INGAT BOYFIEE KAU TUH HOTSTUFF SANGAT LAH ? SPECIAL SANGAT LAH . lagipun die bukan nya boyfiee aku untuk kau tanya aku soalan bagai =,= biarlah aku nak minat siapa pon . biaq aku habaq lagi . PASAL APA KAU SUKA DIE ? bangang lah . ok seriously aku tak tawu kenapa aku suka die , jangan lah tanya lagi ye sayang (:

haish bebelan diatas tiada kene mengene langsung dengan tajuk entry , ok aku baru nak masuk isi nih (: yes , i admit , i love u , MUCH . and really really really always keep thinking of you . yes , i'm stupid . to still put hopes on miracle ABOUT YOU .

and dude , if u really know my felling for you , or might read this entry now , make yourself know , that i will always love u , and i will only stop , when i meet someone cares bout me . and dont worry , i will not and never disturb your life . ANYMORE (':

p/s : yes , you should know >,<

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polaroid camera =]

assalamualaikum and hye (: tadi kan tadi kan aku ada nengok cita upin ipin tau . aku tau cite tuh comel ^^ aku tak ingat la tajuk nya apa tapi episode tuh pasal diorang main batu seremban ramai ramai pastuh tiba tiba ada budak indon datang ambik gambar diorg guna satu kamera . pastuh esoknya diorang kene ambik gambar ngan guru besar tapi guru besar nya tak datang . then diorang amin pic dalam kelas jeh guna cammy budak indon tuh . kalau kau org nengok cammy tuh betoi betoi , die jenis yg print pic terus . ok , itulah polaroid camera . memang dari duluuuuuu lagi aku nak cammy tuh .  sebab ? CAMMY TUH TERAMAT SANGAT LAH KOOL . orang sekarang mostly dan sememangnya ramai yang ada dan yang nak kan DSLR . kan ? but i prefere polaroid camera , MUCH . kalau aku dapat angkut cammy tuh untuk amik pic memang style habis lah aku ckp kan . . PERGH. meh sini nengok gambar . mmg kool gilaa lah aku cakap .

okayh nih je . malas nak upload banyak banyak XD btw , betulkan aku cakap . cammy nih sangat kool . nak nak nak . >,< dahlah comel .my gosh XD anyone , please give me one :D taw taw . ok lah . nak mimpi kan cammy nih weehoo . bye (:

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dreams (:

assalamualaikum and hye (: hari ni nak story pasal mimpi . orang cakap , mimpi tuh mainan tidur , tp kadang kadang bila kita mimpikan benda yg bahagia , mesti happy gila kan kalau dapat igt balik mimpi tuh bila bangun tidur . tp kalau nightmare , seriously , kita mmg akan ingat mimpi tuh , tapi kita selalu cuba untuk lupakan . haha . aku nih bukan nye nak cerita apa sangat pasal mimpi nih . cuma nak kongsi mimpi aku malam tadi . a dream about a boy . tee hee ><

masa mimpi tuh aku umur 21 , and aku masa tuh dah gila kot >< stalk die sampai kat umah die aku stalk . and bentuk rumah tuh semacam pelik lah . gini gini . die mcm pattern kondo la .

rumah die kat tingkat dua , masa tuh die nak keluar ngan kawan dia , aku kenal orang tuh (: and masa tuh die tengah turun tangga  so aku ntah dtg dari mana teros pegi koridor depan rumah die . (yg ada anah panah merah tuh ) kat koridor tuh ada mcm palang palang kayu . memandangkan masa tuh aku kat tingkat dua , and kawan die tunggu die betul betul dekat parking lot bawah tuh , aku nyorok nyorok la sikit then aku nampak die tgh turun tangga , and tiba tiba ada sorg minah nih peluk die dari belakang . seriously masa tuh aku jeles gilaa . then kwn die ckp " siapa yang ada kat rumah kau tuh " aku terus ke belakang sikit . then die cakap " mana ada sapa sapa , aku kan stay sorang jeh kat rumah tuh . then aku jengah lagi cuba untuk sorok sorok . rupa rupanya masa tuh die , kawan die , minah yang peluk die tadi semua nengok arah aku usha tadi . then aku dengar die tengah naik tangga nak pergi rumah die . aku pon terus lari ( tapi kawan die tak nampak aku langsung lah masa tuh ) aku terus masuk rumah kosong tuh ( yg warna hijau tuh ) dari dlm rumah tuh aku nampak die tengah carik carik orang kat rumah die . die tk jumpa sapa sapa . die turun , and cakap kat kawan die , takda sapa pon . nih yg aku takut nih " kawan die ckp " lek la , kau baca pape patut nanti " 

then bila aku nampak die blah naik kete , aku pun keluar . (kondo tuh dekat dgn U aku .) (ok masa tuh aku dah masuk U >< ) and aku pun nengok la ruang rumah tuh (rumah tuh mmg kecik , TAPI CANTIK sebab kondo tuh sediakan perkhidmatan pereka dalaman rumah ) and aku call mak aku , cakap nak pindah kat rumah tuh . (masa tuh , kat rumah lama aku stay ngan mak aku , berdua jeh ) mak aku pun ckp ok . 

minggu depan nya , aku dah punggah barang masuk rumah baru tuh . and masa nak naik lif (dari ground floor ) die masuk lif saing aku ^^ masa tuh pulak aku tengah angkat kotak besar . die tolong angkat . (ok masa tuh die sangat tak ingat + tak kenal aku sebab last time die nengok aku , masa aku form three > < pas tuh die angkat sampai rumah aku . ( masa tuh rumah dah siap cat , hias semua . tinggal bawak masuk barang jeh . ) then die introduce diri die , and bagitaw kalau ada pape , just give a call ( siap bagi 6be tuh ) ( sayang nya , aku tak ingat pulak 6be nye ) XD pas tuh aku pun cakap ok . 

couples weeks then , kami makin rapatt . weehoo ! and die ada cakap yg die ada adik , paling die sayang , die tunjuk gambar ( rupa rupanya minah yang peluk die tuh ) haha . and mak aku + mak die dah jadik bestie . asyik jumpa , shoping sama sama , kadang kadang aku ngan die ikot . ( aku ngan adik die pon aku rapat .) one day , adik die ajak aku keluar shopping , aku ikut je lah . masa tuh kau tak tawu yg die pon join sekali . aku dah shy shy cat dah XD then dah buat segala macam ngarut , kitorang pun balik . 

and masa aku kat umah jeh , mak aku cakap yg seminggu lagi aku ngan mak aku kene pindah luar negara (england ) JAUH TUH . aku cer dekat adik die (adik die tawu semua pasal aku ) and aku suroh adik dia janji jangan bgtwu die . then die pon ckp ok . pastuh , satu hari tuh , aku duduk kat playground kondo tuh , aku ngah tulis dlm notebook . sebelah aku ada satu kotak , kotak tuh ada buku nota aku yang aku guna untuk tulis segala macam (kawan aku semua tawulah bukunota yg macam mana ) tiba tiba die dtg . die tanya aku pebende tuh . aku diam , tapi aku jawab , " kau akan tawu nanti " sambil senyum ( paling manis uh XD ) 

lepas tuh aku terus cuba elak kan diri aku dari die . pastuh dua hari sebelum tuh , die kasik aku bear > < (tapi die kirim melalui adik die ) dengan ada satu card .die cakap , bear tuh act ada due . adik dia yang bagi , so die bagi aku satu . and ada la lagi yg die tulis , aku tak ingat . siyus nak nangis time tuh . aku kasik adik die kotak aku tuh (dgn notebook yg tgh aku guna ) aku suroh kasik die . 

esok nya ( hari aku nak bla ) masa tuh dekat airport dah . masa tengah jalan , masa tuh tgh call adik dia . lepas dah habis cakap , aku bukak fon aku balik , aku bukak balik pic die . then aku tekan 'DELETE FOLDER ' pastuh ada keluar yes ngan cancel . (ok masa tuh aku nangis -,- ) baru aku nak tekan yes , ada orang tutup fon aku (aku pakai fon flip flap ) and nengok jeh , die betul betul depan aku . ok , memandangkan die tinggi , aku kene dongak nengok die . (dah sampai dah sweetest part ) kan tadi aku nangis kan . he wipes out my tears and said he loves me . AWWWWW . :3 mengada punya mimpi . lepas tuh abang aku pi kejut aku bangun . -,- shit jeh .

#ok aku tawu mimpi nih sangat merapu , SANGAT . nih tandanya AKU MASIH RINDU DIE . shitty shit . -,- 

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ungrateful girl :')

assalamualaikum and hye (: arini nak share satu cerita , pendekjeh , rembat dr facebook . sedih la jugak . kalau kau org ada feelingla ^^

 there was a blind girl who hated her self just because she was blind . she hated everyone , except her loving            boyfriend . he was always there for her . she said that if she could only see the world , she would marry her  boyfriend .
 one day , someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything , including her boyfriend . her boyfriend asked her , " now that you can see the world , will you marry me ? " the girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too , and refused to marry him .
 her boyfriend walked away in tears , and later wrote a letter to her saying ....
"JUST TAKE CARE OF MY EYES DEAR . I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER "


sudah . sedih kan . kesian laki tuh . die buat apa jeh yg perempuan tuh wish kan . tapi perempuan tuh tak bersyukur langsung . :')

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sweet ~ awwww

assalamualaikum and hye ! (: just now , i watched an awesome , sweetest , cutest video ever . it's about a girl , proposed by an admire , in halal and romantic way . and it makes me think , is there any guys out there , who can be my dreamed whole-life partner ? dude just watch this video (: 

dah ? best kan ? i'm sure you all hoping for the same as me ;)siapa yang tak nak laki yg sempurna kan . tapi jangan mengharap yang lebih jika diri kita sendiri , kita tak cuba untuk baiki , jika diri kita sendiri kita tak jaga betul betul . tak payah nak harap lebih lahh . ok tuh jeh yang aku trasa nak share rini . the clock is ticking to the 12th >< night readers (:

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someone like u , or much better (:

assalamualaikum , holla guys (: it have been a long time i'm  not updating my blog with some new posts since the last post is about my result in my last sem . HAISH . banyak story mory . and mostly , i hate to talk about it (': maybe its all my heart fault . why it must always get hurts ? is my heart a careless dum ? no , it's me who not protecting it from fall . FALL IN LOVE . dear guys , it seriously broke into pieces . very much . and i know , its not worth of it . aku yg sayang cinta lebih dekat dia , siapa suruh kan . padan muka aku . -,- but still , forgetting ur first love is not as easy as what u want . it tooks a long time , or maybe for whole of ur life . dont worry , i'll try to forget u , its a shame to have an admire like me right ? (: i understand . i'll find someone much perfect than u . 

someone like you - ADELE :')

I heard

That you're settled down

That you

Found a girl

And you're

Married now

I heard

That your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

Old friend

Why are you so shy?

Ain't like you to hold back

Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over

Never mind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

"Don't forget me," I begged

"I'll remember," you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead."

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead,

Yeah.

You know how the time flies

Only yesterday

It was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise

Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over.

Never mind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

"Don't forget me," I begged

"I'll remember," you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares

No worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes

They are memories made.

Who would have known

How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

"Don't forget me," I begged

"I'll remember," you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

"Don't forget me," I begged

"I'll remember," you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

this song is just soooo suitable for me . i hope its enough for u (: 

YES , I DID ALWAYS REMEMBERING YOU :'(

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PNG ! -,-

okayh rini satu fb dh kecoh pasai PNG students MARA : D poyo je . mmndgkan mreka suma dh keco keco , aku yg mmg smgt gilaa nk nengok pon pi la nengok jap . fulaweeyhh , NAIK 0.01 jeh , tapi okay la tuh kan . drpd ta nek lgsong (: ni nengok bwh nih

ok la tuh ta da C . alhamdulillah (: nyway , aku sdeyh , sbbbtch aku rmai yg mnurun . seriously ckp , RAMAI . kawan , ape cher ni dher . kamon la . wake up ! taon dpn pmr weyh ! *aku ckp seng sbb aku pandai . * pale korak mu . kau nengok la aku stdy cmne . 6pk je mcm ta stdy tapi aku punya cara stdy mmg gituh . kau jgn la ikot . alahai -,-

ok sudh sudh . ni jeh kot . 

#nyway kpd yg dpt best result tuh , congratez and keep it up yeh . ! CHAIYOK  FOR NEXT YEAR ! 

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berlian crew

assalamualaikom , slm satu dunia :DD

hari neyh aku rajin nk cer pasai dak dak klas aku :) mgkin sbb aku nih baik :P okay la . klas aku nih ade 25 org (JEE ) sumaa ade prgai gilaa masing masing :) aku bgga ada klas mate mcm diorg , happy je . gado gado , tp ptg dh okeyh da . :D meh aku cer sorg sorg .

FIRSTLY :
- MR. president :)

die nih kluarga burung :DD . pasai pa ? tanya la die :) nama die AQMAL SHAIFUL  . tapi ktorg pggil die john je . die nih budk rgby . nengok body la : D tp aku sukaa kwn ngan die . hppy je . sush nk nengok die mrh taw :)

kedua :
OUR VICE PRES :)

ini adik ipar john :) nama die FATHIAH . die nuh gilaa gilaa , gedik gak :P comey , bising , tp die rajin :) sometimes share story ngan die :) die sukaa kat someone . and someone tuh should thank her :) good luck kejar cinta awk ye <3

tigaa : 

treasurer $$$ 

die nih pulak . pengutip :) PENGUTIP DUIT LA . nama ,ISMA NADIA . cantik nama kan ? mcm org nya :) dia baik (takot beno nk langgo dsiplin . tp die bwk fon :D ) she can easily cry , just for the best reason .  err , she's single , but i don't think she's available :) pape pon . jgn sdeyh pasai 'adek' kau :3

seterosnya : 

SETIAUSAHA AGUNG :) 

suka mintk autograf org . haha . mana tak nye . nk kne ade dlm buku khadiran :P slalu buat lps habis kelas la . itu mmg keje UMAIRAH AKHIR hari hari . die nih kecik molek je . comei , mulot bising , slalu kacau budk laki , suka 4212 . :) rituh dh la bg gud luck crd :) gedikk . HAHA 

klima : 

EMYOU ! 

 afiq's . jangan curik :D LYIANA RADHWA slalu jadik tmpat aku mngadu :) tanx dear :D die nih cantek , baik , ratu tidoq dlm kelas :) kwn aku yg slalu teman aku pi padang + usha die :) ( tp die slalu ponteng ) pakwa die dlm klas faiz :) 

enammm , tujuhh , lapaannn  :

WAN , FAIZ , REMY !

SYAZWAN baju merah tuh , FAIZ baju belang belang , REMY baju putih . nih semua orang gilaa dlm kelas aku :) wan dengan remy is taken :d jgn gatai nk usha mreka . nnti kne fire dgn awek diorg :D faiz kosong tuh . usya la :) 

sembilan , sepulohh  :

KEMBO TA IRAS ! 

diorg due nih dudok sebelah sebelah :) mcm adek bradik dah . nama pon dh nk sama . kdg kdg pggil DYLLA , dinah prasan . panggil DINAH , dylla pulak perasan :D ktorg nih sllu gak gek kutok org + nganjing someone :) chantekkan :) but both hearts were taken laa :D diorg nih mmg gilaa cammy , kalau dak klas aku punya cammy , ta de pic mreka , ta sah weyh :) 

sebelas , dua belas , tigaa belas  :

BUDAK MENGONG BERTIGA  :D

yang ats dr kiri , ADAH yg belah kanan tuh SYAINA . yg bawah nih (sbelah isma ) WANIE . diorg nih mmg suka buat bising dlm kelas . lagi lagi si syaina ngan wani nih . diorg TA PENAH kesah ape org ckp pasai diorg . who cares , it's their life , kan . diorg ta kacau hidop sapa sapa pon :) wanie is our miss bwp :) kitorg sume pggil syaina model . sbb lenggok die jlnn.. pehh , mmg mcm model lah :) skandal dia HALIM (ta de gmba la ) keding , sama mcm die :D yg adah pulak 7369 :) saya simpan rhsia awk :) dia sukaa kucing , sama mcm aku . die dgn syaina dudok sblh sblh dlm kelas :) 

empat belas , limaa belass , enam belas : 

TIGA KAWAN :) 

ini ROHAIZAD , AIMAN , HAZMIZAN . diorg nih kalau satu hari ta buat aku ktawe / mrh kat diorg mmg ta bhgia agk nya hidop diorg :D tp siyus , diorg ta de dlm klas ,mmg sunyi weh :D pic aiman tu masa bufdy die taon nih (11/11/11) style kan ? bfdy dia sama ngan dylla , KEMBAR :) gmbo petuck yg nih aku ta igt la masa bilaa . tp yg pnting pic nih masa die chubby :D petuck dinobatkan oleh budk klas aku sbgai PENGHANCOQ   BRG BRG MAKTAB :D gilaa la die . kechik pilak kucing :3 meoow :) muka die mcm GARFIELD kan ? 

tujohh belass , lapan belas : 

SWEET COUPLE <3

ini diaaa . sweet couple kelas kitorg :) seriously , mreka comey =,= . YASSER is our mr. BWP . kitorg pggil die yasser bieber :) . haha . tp dia diTAKEN oleh our miss JANNAH GOMEZ :) knape kitorg pggil die gomez ? DIA KAN MOLEKK :) haha . die duk kat sblh aku . hari hari aku dgr die nyanyi . sbijik mcm selena = =' haha . kalau die nyanyi jeh , dak laki sum adh trgoda :3

sembilan belaass,dua pulohh :

PANDIR + ABU :) 

ini pandir dan abu :) nama pandir : AFIQ FIRDHAUS , nama abu : ABU HASSAN . mreka gilaa . abu neyh muka je blurr, tp prgai mcm #$%^ . haha .dh die mmg gituh nk buat cm ner kan :) 

OKAY , tu jeh kot yg aku nk cer , yg lagi empat tuh , ta de pic la (act mls ) haha . nnt nnt la aku post pasai mreka :) 

ini kluarga aku . jgn curik <3

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